A tad mad, I say for a dreary man.
I walk briskly through the feathers, careful not to disturb their rest.
My eyes widen, hungry and unsteady, as I crawl deeper into my own skin, wrestling the urge that trembles there.
Entrapped dare I whisper they sense me.
No comfort now, as devilish desires spill from my lips at the mere sight of them.
I was told not to stare too long, for they could keep me prisoner forever.
Damn.
Weary, fragile, yet drawn to the treachery of their frame, I let their beauty spoil me rotten.
They move closer and I, the fool, let them.
Throw me away, sweet desire… I do not deserve you.
I sink into my chair, those eyes still taunting me.
Sharp green, or perhaps sparkly brown they read into me so deeply I crumble beneath their gaze.
I search for words to bridge the ache, but something unseen tugs me back.
Why am I like this trembling beneath what I crave?
Tear me from this fevered longing, please.
My pulse quickens.
I rise, frozen in the heat of their presence, surrounded by forms too perfect, too close, their beauty sharp as blades.
No.
I won’t let them win this time.
I move swiftly through their enchanted forest, desperate for air, for freedom for anything but this spell they cast on me.
For one breath, I’m free.
But just as I look ahead toward the path that should save me I feel them again, coming for me, relentless, and radiant as sin.