Fresh from the base, Marissa always greets me with a wide open smile and my cowboy hat. I tell her all the time, don’t wear my hat but I never get mad because her presence makes the coldness from my heart disappear. Her big thighs disappear into this black nightie I brought her back from Japan. When she opened the box, her smile pierced through my cheeks and made me smile. However, I hardly ever smile because of all that I been through but with her its easy to do. Straddled on my lap she pulls me in close while soft dreams escape her lips as she speaks to me. My grip gains strength on her hips as she slowly grinds into me causing a rise into her nightie. Against my wishes she wears this pouting red lipstick to work but when I am home she does it just for me. Thick luscious lips take into mine like an open envelope and I become her love letter. Soft hands touch my face as she hugs my lips once more as she moves closer. Sometimes when she gets close like this I freeze and get scared but she knows me so well then brings me back into the fold of her soft chocolate breasts. There is that smile again as she moves back a little to comfort me with her eyes. I am not sure what I would do without her but right now I know what I want to do to her.